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Archive for May, 2008

To avoid morbidity, let’s fast forward to the end of radiation. I only had two treatments remaining. So I was in a distinctly good mood as the technician strapped me down. Seven tracks of the cd later he unbolted the mask, lifted the creepy looking white mesh thing and said the two words you DO NOT [...]

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Angels with My DNA?

Your cancer diagnosis will strip bare the façade around you and your family to reveal the core character of those you love. After my diagnosis, the bond between my new husband and me strengthened. I gained a beautiful tie to my youngest daughter. Connections to my older daughter, a sister and a brother-in-law disintegrated. Overall, [...]

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By the time my esophageal cancer was diagnosed, it had advanced to a T3 or T4 cancer, involving the lymphs as well. My treatment required six weeks of radiation and six chemo therapies. Dr. Oxford encouraged me. “You’ll be fine. You can beat this. You were in good physical shape when you were diagnosed” I, [...]

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I was paralyzed with fear during my first radiation. The technicians at Sammons Cancer Center had tried to assuage my fears. I just had to holler if anything went wrong. They’d be with me in a nano second. With all that comfort and reassurance finished, they instructed me to undress from the waist up, don my hospital [...]

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Real advice from one who’s been there
 
So, you’re ready to be chemo-ed. What is the fate of your hair? As the voice of experience, I can tell you: your hair won’t fall out right away.  In fact, my hair loss was so slow in coming that I thought I might escape baldness altogether. But one [...]

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Tips for normal living
 
So how is it to have a peg tube? When you reveal that you use a feeding tube, expect a visible reaction and perhaps a step backward. Are people repulsed by feeding tubes because they associate the tube with the terminal patient? Does the tube remind them of their own mortality? Of [...]

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Who asked me if I wanted to take Ethyol? With my irradiated brain, it’s possible I missed or misunderstood the question. But I can’t imagine I’d misunderstand the side effects if they’d been described to me.
 
Ethyol is given daily, injected into the abdomen, left side one day, right side the next. Yes, the injection [...]

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As my treatment progressed, I found the tube didn’t handle certain foods well at all. The pic attached shows a tube similar to mine in length and attachment. It is not, however, my abdomen or tube. Carnation’s Very High Calorie Breakfast Drink, a whooping 550 calories in one can, tended to clog the tube easily. [...]

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When I began this blog, I promised to be both optimistic and informative. So far, the focus has been informative. It’s time for one of the joys.
 
Because my husband travels, my daughter is almost two hundred miles away, and I know no one in Dallas, Wayne suggested a pet. I wanted a dog, but [...]

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the loss of the teeth, tattoo, mask making

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